Happy birthday baby boy...

Today my sweet boy turns two!! I cant believe it! I can remember the day that i had him and how in love i was the second i saw him!!he was perfect!!! He was the best baby, never cried, very cuddly and looked just like his daddy!i was and of coursr still am very lucky to be his mommy!! I hate that we have to celebrAte today without him physically here,Its so unfair. I know i say it all the time but i wish i could just hug him again!! I wish i could get rid of this ache in my arms and heart!! I wish i feel like i could be a good mom to lexie but sometimes i feel like she isnt getting All of me like she should. I miss him sooooo much!! Happy birthday to one of the worlds most beautiful angels!! Mommy ajd daddy love you and miss you sooooooo bad!!! (so does the rest of the family!!)watch over us i need you now more than ever!!!xoxoxox