Foot meet mouth...

So my last post I kinda of went on a rant, I was upset & hurt. I NEVER in my life though wish my pain and hurt on anyone. Truth is I had gotten in a little argument with my sister in law. I said somethings that where so unnecessary, and now, I feel horrible. My sister in law Erin lost her husband STeven sunday June 5th after he was in a motorcycle accident. I hadn't spoken to Erin since the night we had our little disagreement. I FEEL HORRIBLE!! I have never wanted to kick my ass more in my life.Steven was an amazing man, he left behind Erin and his two beautiful boys Bryce who is 3 and Jake who is 1. No matter what type of disagreement we got into I never wanted Erin to get hurt, I can't believe this happened and it still seems so unreal. Steven was so full of life and so happy. Those days when you didnt want to smile, He would have you laughing your butt off! He was so passionate about his work and everything he did. He loved Erin and his boys beyond belief! He was,is a great man!! My heart hurts for Erin, I wish I could carry her pain I have somehow made it through this pain of loosing Kaden I wish I could hold her pain for her. I hate that I said such a stupid thing. Foot meet mouth...